so ya im back... the diary thing has been down or something... ohk so today i went to school same old same old... we had a pep >prep< rally... it was fun because i got to miss 4th period and i got to be with my greatness nateness... and i got to dance with chel-say-a... geez that girl rox my sox hard lol... then i got home and cleaned my room and i got to go to nates... well nate shows up at my house and im cleaning my room still... and so im running around my house like a chicken with its head off getting ready quite funny indeed... then we go to his house and watch hellraiser 4 and garfield... fun fun.. then he played guitar. and he wouldnt sing to me -sadness- then we pretty much goofed off and listened to music... then i talked to my dad and i found out that as of today he is sober and drug free.. he went to either an aa or na meeting im so proud of hima nd he is going to try and get back wiht my stepmom thats great cuz i love her to pieces...shes awesome... i love you nate... i love how you were there for me when i was crying... b.t.w. i dont know why i was crying i think it was because my emotions were all jumbled up... because my dad is better but he will probably just abandon me again... i love you nate i do.. and i love you ashwee and chels-say-a and everyone else who has helped me lately... im outtie! -muahness ×eerleesha