ohk!! IM UPDATING! heylo chelsea and everyone else... ohk so i dont have internet at my house anymore... i also dont have cable and a phone if ya really wanna know... everything is going back to the way it used to be... yesterday was my moms birthday and what did she get?!?!?! she got a pack of cigarettes and gas... ya thats how bad off we are... but ya at least we have love... lol... and i think nate made her day... he came to my house around 5 ish and my mom is sweeping the floor or something and hes all like come here, shes all looking puzzled and stuff, so hes like come here again... so she goes up to him and he gives her a hug and is all like happy birthday... so sweet!!! tehehehe!!! im so ready for christmas! what should i get nate... im still deciding... hes so sweet... even tho he came back to his diary and didnt leave me a message! *:(* lol... i still love him tho.... hmmm chelsea... what should i write about! Chelsea?!?!?! what do you want for XmaS?!? besides me?!?! lol... tehehe!! oh and what should i get nate?!? im making your purse butj it will be after xmas because im getting a sewing machine for xmas!!! weeeeeee and another digital camera!! that way we can be camera whores together!!!! tehehe!!!!!!!! hmmmm.... lets see thanksgivijng was crazy i went to nates after i left my cousins house and i ate... some mashed potatoes, ham, rolls, and gravy compared to nates plate it looked like a kid from ethiopia lol... then we watched movies... then he got up and made me popcorn and lemonade... ooooo was it yummy!!!! then we were watching rose red and we kinda drifted off into sleep... and by the way my curfew is 12:00 on weekends! and didnt wake up until 6:00!! ohk so i get home about 6:18 and im scared shitless to walk throught the door... my mom had already left for work and heaven forbid my stepdad was up and asked where i had been... i was like i ACCIDENTLY fell asleep at nates... all he said was you cant be sleeping at boys houses... i found out the next day that he told my mom that he trusted me... that makes me happy... :)! umm it was so great sleeping in my babys arms...tehehehe!!! hmmm lets see last night i was in the hospital from 750-1145!!! because my **12** year old sister has migraines! they put her on vicatin!!!!!!!!! shes 12 holy geez!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol.... well im o-u-t-t-i-e!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *muah ×eerleesha