here it is 4:56 in the damn morning and i havent slept a wink... not even once.. i hate being an insomniac and all i want to do is sleep but i guess the sheep are broken... all i can do is vent right now about all the bad things in life nad maybe some happier ones in a while.... well i havent heard from my dad in a while... one of my really good friends uncle hung his self in jail... i miss everyone from school (jenny, chelsea, ashwee... etc...,) no one reads or comments on my diary anymore... AND MOST OF ALL I WANT TO SLEEP... CURL UP INTO A BALL... AND SLEEP... i called nates house 10 minutes ago and his mom answered so i hung up damn me i need someone o talk to but everyone is damn smart and are sleeping.... i have sucha busy day to start in a few hours but sleep is so far away... happy things nate and i great... he loves me hehe... oh yea another bad thing my best friend in the whole entire world lives in atlanta but i will see her soon... i miss her voice and her everyting we are so much alike its funny.... I MISS YOU MY ALEX! what else hmmm... im going to warped tour anyone who wants to go... call nate or i and give a little towards gas money and pays for their tickets can join us:) thats also a good thing... we are debating between ozzfest and warped tour i think i want warped tour but whatever....well i guess thats all! xoxo ×eerleesha×