as i sit here and cry my eyes out and wonder what i did so bad... i loved u and u thought it was all a lie... i dont care anymore... i want to leave this god damn place... i hate it... i hate that i cant make u happy... im sorry im not perfect i tryed... ive never been in love like this before not this deeply but fuck it im not perfect... fuck u.. fuck me... fuck the world... thanx for telling me you loved me and taking it back because of one fight... i love you... i always will regardless... im sorry i wish i could change it all... all i have ever wanted is to be with u and to make u happy... im apparently not good for anything.. i screw up everything... why cant i have u in my life... how come i fall in love and im so deeply in love with you... and u leave and u abandon me like the rest i believed you thats the sad part... hmm.. ya i love you 2...