jesus i really need to sleep im fuckin pissed off...i cant fuckin sleep i dont get it...on wednesday im definetly finding out if i have stupid ass lung cancer and getting some sleeping pills pronto i really need them...well maybe i dont i dont fuckin know im not a docter or i obviously wouldnt have a journal...well on that lung cancer cue im gunna have a smoke finish my glass of "mount gay barbadian rum"that is gunna help me sleep and try to crash...