wow well,lets start from the top...matt calls"hey you wanna party tongiht?" no thats ok i got shit to do...worked...went to phys x...huing out with emily...got really ungodly pissed called matt said yeah ill come party...got unpissed,was gunna call matt and tell him not going again...got pissed again,so from there went home...did a little work...talked my dad into leaving again for the night...got paid a bit for the shit i did today...my mom talked about how nice emily was and how she likes her...left imidiatly...oh yeah matts been here since the paying part...went with him in my car to his house he rode his bike over but it died so hes just gunna get it tomorrow,got his car then dropped it off at his dads shop...went and got weed and alot...went and got schroom quit a bit...some kid wanted me to try coke told him no...hell be by later tho...debating...went for a beer run and in the parking lot of glens some guy started talkin shit about the music i listen too and all of that...looked at matt his reaply"go releave some anger"so went over slapped him a few times...then when he swumg at me i laid his ass out,was walking away when i heard your still a gothic bitch or something like that,thats the second time ive been called gothic in 24 hours and im most deff not,anyway was gunna keep walkin then oi thought of everything that happened today and turned around and beat the ugly and preppy ness outa him...made me feel better for like hmmm 20 mins...well then from there we went back to matts and thats where i sit now...people should be here anyminute...they said midnihgt theyd be here...so...hmm 13 bud ices down and 11 to go a pint of shnapps half once(ok now its a quarter lol) a half of shrooms split in four ways,still dunno about coke tho...man this is taking along time to edit,my drunk ass cant type tonight...ive officially smoked 3 packs today...prolly another one before i sleep tonight...im so passing out tonight...im gunna feel great in the morning tho...i hope i wake up...maybe i should stop now?fuck it i dont care party it up mother fucker!!!if i dont have another journal entry i died!!!later