ahhh i can never sleep...i know its early here (12:15)a.m.but still i cant sleep untill 4 and i get up at 7:30...and in the summer its worse sometimes i gotta get up at 4:30...so...i dunno...hey my birthday is officially tomorrow...and emilys is today...happy birthday babe...yeah so...you better be not sick tomorrow lol!!oh im so bored and im dowloading songs...im getting some cradle songs that i like...and some good emery songs...i take my metal like my cofee...black...no i dont listen to much black metal(M.S.I.)...i dunno if this is black metal really?id have to ask joe on this one...i start a little shit on my truck tomorrow...i wish i could find that asshole who rear ended me...id beat his ass...i need nicotine...thats better...much better...i cant believe how much i cut down...i still smoke more on the weekends but not near as many...im doing this for you em!!!!well im gunna go do something to make me goto sleep...maybe ill lay down and play guitar for awhile...i dunno i gotta get some sleep...i look like a fucking train wreck...fucking a i forgot...my dad was talking to me about camping today,he was like yeah you and the guys can take my moterhome!cha ching beatch!!!rollin around in the winnibago!!thats an 80,000 dollar ride...well be pimpin me and the "guys" lol yeah...mike and renee are taking there own car and getting a fucking tent...ahh