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man i might need to get help...i knew i shouldnt have started to abuse the viciden,lol...good god,i just wish i was sober right now...ive been buzzed pretty much strait for like a month or more...i need to get ahold or reality or something i dunno...on another note,hear about the muslim bombers that hit in london?fuckin cowards...i really hate people like that...not to mention how dumb they are...yeah instead of still bein a bitch and just planting a bomb well go with it cuz we know wed get fucked up if we were caught...see this is most of the reason i want to go into the military...cleanse the worl of these,sooni muslim,whats the word i need here...i dunno ill go with assholes for now...but i mean you see our good ol redneck marines blowin themselves up?hell no...we go in kick the shit out of you then thro you in a pow camp,if your not already dead by then...and why cant we find bin laden yet???look for the cave with the rolls royce and dish 500 outside of it!!!the fucker is 6'6 with lung dialisis,he cant posibly blend in this much...but whatever...i hope we nuke those damn terrorists camps tho...fuckin camel jockeys,speaking of camel im going to smoke,i hope that wasnt just a stoned rage too :EDIT:(10 mins later) oh yeah i dumped bobbie too,it was too frieken wierd dating someone almost 7 years older than me...anyway...bed before i pass out,jk im not gunna pass out but im going to do something now
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No, I have not moved. I can only wish. I hate it here so much.
Yeah, and the breakup that I just went through has made living here a million times more worse.
Well, I am glad that you are taking it so well. At this point, I just want to get so smashed so that I don't remember anything that has happened. I just want to forget about everything and everyone.
I am trying to be cool with my mom but she has lied to me for the last time. I am moving to NY now.

:)
hey add me to your friends, this is emily :)
Yeah, exactly. It wasn't the fact that we broke up that upset me, it was the reason. He doesn't love me--things have changed--I'm fake.
I don't know. I shouldn't love someone who breaks my heart and makes me cry.
Do you have msn or aim?
O, well add me. I'm bored and I have nobody to talk to right now.
You should get help. You could end up in serious trouble. And the Marines don't take stoners.
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I thought that I forgot something in my last comment. Haha.
Wow. 90 entries, huh? I love pirates!!!! ?~)
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!

Love always,
Brittany
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<3 oh those vicadin days, fun but now im on house arrest. ha WATCH OUT!..hott diary.
wow. i like your background.