im so sick of getting kicked out...im sick of my dad bitching at me...this is the worst he has ever...everything that you could possibly think of thats horrible hes said...twice...prolly more that that...everyday for 5 days...i wish i could afford to move out...he made it quit clear he wants me gone anyway...i sound like a little emo kid now bitching about thier parents...like im looking for pity...well im not im just sick of things never going my way whatso ever...this has been like a 6 month bad luck streak,howd things go from being so damn stable to just...shit...i went from happy just to...numb i guess...i never see my friends anymore...mike your always with renee...matt the kid i grew up with everyday i havent seen prolly in 4 months...brents just gone now and i havent seen him in almost a year...i see joel joe and bobby...zack once in awhile...whenever i try to make plans for something they always get fucked up...everything was going really well too...i dont even remember the piont where it went to shit...wait yeah i do...prolly a week or 2 after i got back from florida...well i feel better now i got all this shit out but...i dunno i wanna find something that makes me keep going...i got nothing as of now