man, right now i am just listening to songs that make me think of him. i just realized that a lot of the ppl in my life aren't as happy as i once thought. that they are just putting on an act for everyone, and just now coming forth with it. and i really wish they would just tell me these things. and they have no idea how important they are to me and how important it is to tell me what they are going through. *sighs* n he has no idea how much he means to me, how much i LOVE him.....yes, i sed LOVE, and how much i wanna be with him. he wants me to be happy, well, then be with me! n seeing him happy, makes me happy. so tell me when something is wrong. so, if u loved me (and wanted nothing but happiness for me)... u'd tell me and u'd make me happy by trying to be happy yourself...