last night i spent the night at my cousin rose's house and i couldn't fall asleep. she went to bed at like 11-12 sumthin. all while i was up til like 2-3 sumthin. man, i was soo bored. all i did was look at the freakin ceiling cus she had no comp. i wanted to call my hunny and talk to him, but it was too late. so i called felicia cus she is always up late, but no answer. i just couldn't fall asleep! it bothered me sooo much. so then i finally fall asleep and i have to wake up at 8:30!!!! wtf? cus rose had to babysit and i went with. so once we got there i couldn't go back to bed. i was like wtf is wrong with me?? maybe cus all i was thinkin about was my boyfriend :p he he. so then i went in the back room to sleep and had to crawl behind isiah; her cute lil boy that she babysits. and i didn't want to wake him up, so i didn't move around alot; which i wanted to do cus i couldn't sleep. and then it was really bright in there cus the curtains (right on my left side) kept blowing open somehow. i ended up only sleeping for like an hour or so b/c most of the time i just laid there trying to get back to sleep. so yea, no sleep hardly and i am wide awake right now. and to add, i ate weird all day today. no real meals at all. then we went up to the park with the kids and some guys still had the nerve to beep at us, WHEN WE HAD SOME FREAKIN' KIDS WITH US! ugh, ppl these days and their stupidity. anywho... at the park today they had this lil water hole, kiddy pool thing and i went to go put my feet it. all of the sudden a "life guard" guy came outta nowhere and was just watching me like i was gonna drown in 2 feet of water. lol. so i just left, cus he was weird. so then at the end of the trip me and olivia went to wash our feet in the water hole and the guy came charging outta the building again and sed something about needing him to be out there if we went in. i was like uhhh "o-k." so me and rose were joking about it after me and olivia got out and rose sed something slick about him, only to find out that he was behind her. lol! ooo, i almost forgot the funniest part of the day. isiah shit his pants nasty. it was horrible and all seeping out the side of his diaper. so rose called me out of the bathroom while i was dressing cus she "needed my help." so i come out of the bathroom and she asks me to hold a baby wipe over her nose so that she didn't gag (yea, it was that bad) so she handed me one wipe. i was like, "uhh... can i have one too, ho... i am holding it for your bitch ass." she laughed and gave one to me. so while this bitch is doing nothing about the fucken shit everywhere, i am bending over trying to hold a wipe over her nose and mine. then, she couldn't see cus i was shakin from laughing cus she was laughing. next, she drops his foot it the shit. then asks me to hold his other foot up in the air.. "yea, ok rose... with my third hand and all." she just kept laughing. by then all i could do was breathe through my mouth and the smell made me gag to the point where i had to run to the bathroom cus i almost threw up. and i am not one to gag easily at all. so basically, me being in there period was pointless b.c she never got the shit cleaned up, all she did was laugh, and i ended up wanting to throw up. so, rose being rose, she decided to just pick him up with shit alllll over him and give him a bath [in 2 inches of water, WHILE making him stand]. so he's in there freezing his nuts off while rose takes her time. he's all shivering. poor baby... then after she rinses all that mess off, she doesn't drain the tub til i tell her to. she was just gonna keep using the shit water. i was like wtf? how in the blue hell did u get this job? so then she wants to wash his hair since he's already in the 2 inches of water. so she makes him stand there longer,... freezing... shivering. i was just laughing remembering how my g-ma used to do that to me in the tub; just let me sit in 4 inches of water. i'd freeze my ass off. all so i "wouldn't drown." drown? in what? i couldn't drown in that even if i tried. gawsh. so yea. that was my day. and then i talked on the phone with my hunny for like over 5 hours total today. he's sooo cute. just the little things that he does makes me smile like no other. i dont think anyone can make me smile as big and as much as he does :D that's just one of the many things that i love o-so-much about him. The Crow is on tv :D