my boyfriend is in NY and yet we still find a fuckin way to fight. and of course he's always worried about me cheating on him. like i would fuckin do that shit to us. i am not a dumb bitch. i know that what i got is good and i aint leaving that behind. it's just not happening. and that gets me pissed when he even starts to think that. i miss him sooooooo much. like forreal. these last past days have been hell, but fuck it. now i'm pissed and i just needed to let that out. imma go do some shit like sleep or something to stop fuckin thinkin about this stupid ass shit. i still love that punk tho. ugh..