So What to say? I think fate heared me today in the corner of chapters while I sat and sulked in self pity , something out there heared me ... and sent Ryan chasing after me. What do I say? Im not so sure. Why does he suddenly want me so bad ? not for me ? for other reasons? how is it he can like me so much when technically he doesnt really know me? ...hmm Im not so sure what to think. Oh night Oh night! So today I spent my day back in forth from the mall. Yes and that was it not to specail