Today I work , tonight I write my letter of resignation,tommorow Im not sure yet ... but I am almost scared of work today because of all the new blood . Ryan works today and hopefully he can fill me in on all the Drama that I have missed... I am so afraid of getting back into the swing of things... I will probably get up to the cash register and have no idea what I am doing. What else .. oh I didn't realize how fat I look in my uniform until today .. but i decided I can live with it considering I won't be there for much longer. I wrote a new song last night in all my anger and I feel really good about it .. It feels good to get that off my chest .. even tho I haven't played it for him yet. Thats alright tho ... Hmmm.... Yesterday I did nothing till my mom got home and I spilt my heart out about all this shit that is going on in my life... Now it may not seem all too complex .. but it feels that way . I just cannot wait till I can say " I don't work at shoppers drug mart " The day is coming .. and I don't care If that means I am unemployed ... Im 17 years old , I don't pay rent ! I have enough money to get me by until I find a new job.... and that is all .