Someone Something?

If I could sleep all day I most certainly would ... but I can't I have to be at work in an hour and a half. I get to walk though . so I think of it as a joyous occation ! I cannot wait for August to end and I feel so bad saying that because I love summer so ...but I just don't anymore. Yes I know money is wonderful but it is only wonderful when you have time to spend it. I am so exhausted and angry and sad . Drifting drifting drifting.... So afraid of losing people ... so afraid . Why am I so committed to my friends? Because they are the only family I've got? but I dont think they understand that . Now my friends are the people i work with and they dont even know it . STUPID FUCKING SUMMER TAKING PEOPLE !!! FINE! I"LL SHOW YOU!! " and so we disconnect the lights go out around us, its called the life effect" Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting I miss this..... so much .
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"Why am I so committed to my friends?"
because you love us and we love you and .. i love you.. like, me. I love you as a single person. IIII love you