Listening to: Hum of computers and tap of keyboard
Feeling: beat
I am bi-polar. Which means i will go from writing like i had before to writing like i will now, which as some like to say, is ... happy. This is the reason for my delay in writing i was going into a manic episode, now on the other hand im level. so i normal but only to an extent. There will be more extensive, soul bearing logs when i am in a downswing.
I'd like to read the Baghadvah Ghita (librarian won't let me go and find how to spell it that bitch) it's the Hindu holy book for those of you who do not know what that is. I've read 6 different versions of christian and catholic bibles the qur'an,different variations of the Tora but it wasn't as much as i liked so i attended a jewish house, and they took me with to their synagogue/church, a collection of budhist workings complete with all transcending states and the path to righteousness, and about 4 books on confucicous, this is bedside reading compared to the hundreds of books i've read on philosophy, it's endless really. But one i haven't realy gotten to read a lot on is the hindu religion and it kind of interests me, or the fact that i don't know a lot interests me. Another one i'd like to know is Zion worship, prevelant in island ocuntries like jamaica and parts of cuba and even micro places like many islands on micronesia. the notion of tying marijuana into a religion is wonderful and vile at the same time, marijuana is a wonderful wonderful thing and it show truth in many different ways, i find that it is probably one of the few reasons i sit here and type this today. Religion on the other hand tends to hold corruption, vileness and a generally dislike for humanity, I hope inside that marijuana can shed light on religion..maybe produce one that works. SMOKERS TIP:did you know bible pages, the ones you get from hotel rooms that the Gideon hand out, work EXCELLENT to roil joints, so well in fact that they have replaced joints in some places.
I spaced this next section out because I don't believe it is a religion per say, but it does have religious and politcal ties. The Masons. I don't understand any of there ways, beliefs, systems, organizations, or cliental. But I do know that i want to know. They have had large known ties in politics and high ranking religious affairs for quite sometime. unfortunately the only real information i end up finding is how various catholic groups believe they corrupted the Vatican and even their almighty Pope. Now there is no way for me to know for certain whether either of these allegations are true or not but i'd definetly like to look into it. Scientology is wrong on all accounts, i'd referr to it as an anti-christ...
If you pay real close attention you'll notice that almost all religions end up saying the world is run by idiots, who then die and run an after life
I believe in an afterlife, i don't believe in a god, i never hated gods just the people who loved them, im not saying their dumb...just conveniently brainwashed
I'm happy you like my journal and hope you don't find anything offending. ^-^
Alex