this is the story of my new years. i planned the night for a girl i love and myself. now im not going into it til a later entry but the last couple of days have PISSED ME OFF. neways tonight was supposed to me her and i jus cuddling kissing and being together cuz we never get to. but no....her foster parents left to get drunk and she couldn't leave and ic ouldn't go over to her becuz i "would get her another damn kid" in the words of her uncle. so instead i spent the night ALONE COMPELTELY FUCKING ALONE without neone around but my good friend dixie, i love that girl. but that was over then net, so wtf i was really alone here. so after spending the entire night alone i call her at midnight, half crying half in a SERIOUS RAGE and say hey baby i love you and happy new years. this was her response "omg imso damn tired".............................."oh i love you to hapy new years, but im gonna go to bed night" so i spent ALL THIS MOTHER FUCKING TIME PLANNING FOR ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AT ALL. so now im in a full bent out rage hang up and start throwing shit EVERYWHERE so half the shit here is broken and i became what i used to be, ONE PISSED OFF SON OF A BITCH WHO DOESN'T CARE WHO YOU ARE AS LONG AS YOU HAVE A FACE I CAN BREAK. so now my FUCKING PARENTS come home with some drunk bitch who wont leave so they decide OH WILL GET HER MORE DRUNK so then being stuck in my room PISSED OFF AND UNABLE TO BREAK SHIT OR SCREAM. so i move on until i find out i have to pick up my little brother from his party so i go out there trying to find the fucking house that is in the middle of fucking nowhere. i get there pick him up start driving, he's friend is in the back seat. he's int he passenger front. he's sniffling holding back tears i go WHAT THE FUCK ISGOING ON NOW and his friend goes "oh this chick wanted to fight someone and beat the fuck out of him" so now im enraged to the point of screaming obscenities i dare not repeat. i turn around in the middle of the street to go back and scream at the dumb bitch wench who would hit my fucking brother and give him a black eye. now he goes "no man please turn around jus please" so now im pissed at him "WHAT THE HELL SHE BEAT YOU AND UR JUST GOING TO SIT AND CRY GET ANNNNGRY" and he whimpers and says no u dont understand jus go home NO ONE HAS YET TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT HAPPENED. i get home someone has decided to beat my mailbox to an absolute pup so now im screaming in the middle of my street so pissed off and grab it and bring it in and chuck it across the kitchen and say HERE YA GO FOLKS THERES YOUR FUCKING MAILBOX WOOO GO NEW YEARS and my dad laughs. i could have beat his face in at that very moment. he took the dumb lady home happy to have an excuse to get rid of her, my mom is tyring to "calm me down" and all i wanna do is rip the door off the hinges and go on a killing spree. i've never felt rage like this in at least..three years. and if one mother fucker fucks with me the rest of the night i will beat there face to an absolute pulp. ok...my rage has ebbed a bit in being able to spill this all out, because u see, everyone onf my friends is drunk or asleep and wont talk to me, so i need something to let this all out. i promise to come back and explain all this or at least apolgise for the obscenities LATER not now. goodbye

I AM 22% EMO! Okay... so I'm not emo at all.. I am probably not even goth, because goths are just messed up emo kids... I am probably a metal head... or into boy bands... Take the EMO test at Fuali.com