cocaine

by blindpoet
Listening to: Korn
Feeling: high
i am on cocaine. beauty does not quite sum up how this feels. true comprehension has been reached. not as if i were a god, but as if i now realise the uselesness of the CONCEPT of nething. not just a god but of nething. the concept of nothingness is far to complex for our feeble minds. no good, no good, no nothing. when i start breathing, and my brain unfreezes i'll explain. in the meantime by some blow and joint me...as well as it is
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Look, this petty bitching is stupid; your reply didn't bug me i'm afraid, and your initial comment made no sense, since it was personal (instead of my presumed 'retarded'), as was the entry (a fact you were, ehm, quite blindly unaware of). This clash meant you had nothing of any purpose to say about it, yet, something obviously struck you. Perhaps you could consider the worth of your words to anyone but yourself? Reply if you must. Good day.
i didn't mean that you weren't intelligent at all. I'm sorry if it seemed that i implied that...

I do'nt doubt that you have intilect either. But you have to admit, when you aren't thinking straight, you sound a little off.

Sorry if i had offened you or if you think it's ridiculous that i thought i offended you.

That's why i hate the net, you can never tell what a person really means.
cocaine eh? hmmm...it makes you sound....interesting. yes.

i hope you're not kiling yourself too much.

enjoy!
Continued.... Although I very highly doubt they believed my obvious lie they still had no evidence of a forced self mutilation.. there for that leaves me free from all the restricted Psycho homes I may have been forced to intrude if I would have in face told the truth... I'm glad you wrote and its nice to see that someone is actually interested in me..trust me, It feels nice! Thank you again very much!
Hey babe... Yea I guess If I were you I would have noticed these things to... My family thinks that I am in great danger, and shockingly they don't really seem to take any steps to helping me. I always seem positive on the out side, almost as if It is my shell protecting the "normal" from the abnormal reality I face inside my head. I didn't tell the surgeon that I tried to commit suicide I just simply told them I feel through a window at home.
yakjl fddi fkkhall; jf ddk, ldsyfs. mnndkjdsfiu fmnsdfksh dfh, sadkj sdk jgf s akjdgmn fdbe urnsdf.

These are your words, to me.

Funnily enough, my words read the same.
wow i wonder if i were on cocaine if that would make any sort of sense. but hey hope ur having fun. ta ta
It's cool! Thanks for letting me know. I will let her know! Nice journal by the way. Asta Pasta.
[Anonymous]
hmm. what if i become a cocaine addict or something bad. haha.
I have no idea what your rambling comment was about and i couldn't care less what your point is.
hey!!! I'm worried about you... why havent you visited my diary lately?... I miss your comments! They were always so sweet! Please dont become a stranger.
Well THAT wasn't a clear evasion of any intelligent response. Oh, that's sarcasm by the way. What was it you mentioned about high horses? What interest would i have in your words?? You fucking retard. BTW; it's actually physically impossible for me to read anything that many times, since i have an eyesight problem. Jackass.
"you once wrote in one of those moronic advise diary's that people should calm down because its just advice and that they're just helping." You posted that on my diary...that DID NOT HAPPEN! I seriously doubt anyone seeks serious advice on a website and if they do the advice is really no different than that given by a friend..are we clear on this matter? ;)
[Anonymous]
I read your comment out of interest. I still have no idea what you're rambling on about with your "eye level" bullshit. Have you not considered the benefits of an online journal compared to a notebook? And what in the hell are you talking on about jesus?

Wanna know whats REALLY pathetic? The fact that you seem to think that i give a shit about your opinion. My journal entry was a stab at an old journal of mine, and had fuck all to do with you.
Dude, i come off as an unflinching mastermind? That's awesome! Thanks. I stopped reading after that bit.
hey thx for the advice..is cocaine fun? how does it feel..drina..
[Anonymous]
i dont think i could ever bring myself to do that. i heard its very expensive anyways.
wow. never tried it.