Wish I could find what I was good at. I *love* singing and playing my guitar, but I’m never happy with what I hear, and I always feel like I’m forcing family to sit thru whatever song again. I feel like a burden. I feel like I’m pushing against myself. When I hear what I sound like, I want to quit, it’s not what it ought to be. I want to find what I’m good at. I want to feel adequate. I want to feel like I’m not wasting my time. I know I’m begging for attention, I just wish I felt like there was more. Singing’s supposed to make me feel happy