ethereal, you know like gas. yes, that kind of gas, you can snicker now. that's just sad, now you can quit. cheeze, grow up^_^ meh, ok, right. i'm writing this to thank all of you that wrote in with suggestions, i got considerably more help than i was expecting and i want you guys to know i really appreciate it. that and i felt a little guilty for kinda leaving that one hanging, so, here ya go, a boring filler update. sorry brainie no writey, the semester's winding up and i'm pretty busy between pulling 40 hours at work and getting crap finished up for classes. so that's my excuse. oh, steve and i talked and he seems to have a pretty healthy outlook on the situation, so i can stop worry about hounding him. and i don't *think* he's worried about me chasing after her, but you never know what someone is really thinking. heh,got a new set of speakers. one word: woofer. freakin gotta love a good set of speakers, lol. this ought to piss the smokers off downstairs good and royally, i freakin blast my music, bet their ceiling bounces. i hope so at least, give'm a little hell to pay back for the rest of the sememster, evil pot-monkey bastards... anyways, i have no idea what rammstein's saying...bet my brother would, anyway, i just think it's funny, german is not exactly the language you think of and go "oh honey, how sweet!" , besides with these guys, i seriously doubt it's actually a love song, prolly ironic/poignant playing off that or something, dunno. too lazy to look up lyrics/meanings. ok, that looks long enough, adn i've managed to avoid actually saying anything^_^ and thanks ladies, since all my readers seem to be women. not that i'm complaining^_^ women generally have the best advice anyway. guys' advice is usually like "go after her and if he can't get her too bad" i always wonder if they're hearing a different question than i'm asking. bye!^_^