Krishna. I will call you Krishna. Sounds right doesn’t it? Krishna - one of the most revered of Hindu deities, celebrated both for his mischievous love of life and his divine power and wisdom; an incarnation of Vishnu, who as Arjun's charioteer in the Bhagavad Gita reveals himself as God. Yes, brother, Krishna will do. With your infinite wisdom and superiority, even Mother bows down to you. You sit in your room, the hodge podge little corner of the basement marked off by shower curtains, content as a bird in spring. Playing your instruments, singing a tune, it seems like nothing will ever faze you. And nothing will, My Lord. I will leave you to your musings, to your melodies and songs. I will not bother you as you sit and watch me, the lowly being that I am, as I avert my eyes when you pass. But your happy, Krishna, and as you command, I must be happy too. You masterpiece, your art, is finished, what once was to be a beautiful clay statue, is now a smoldering man, falling apart ‘purposely’. Congratulations, My Lord, now that I am happy for you, can I go and be myself, by myself. I do no wish, Sire, to contaminate your holiness, by my being. You are life itself, all swelled up inside of you. Nothing seems to go wrong for you, as you watch the world around you. Your pudgy body, and scar ridden face doesn’t matter, you know you are the top. You know that Mother thinks you are the top. You know that you are better then I. You got high, didn’t matter. You drank, didn’t matter. You could cuss, curse, yell, scream, taunt, frighten, whatever you want, and you will still be her baby. Her precious child, the first born. You can go around the world, and she will worry for you, not about you. But you see my thoughtful gaze, and now you are curious. I put on my mask, the one of content, and wipe any thought of consideration from your beautiful mind. I leave you alone with your thoughts, for I can see that I am tainting your life, Krishna. My Lord, Your Grace, you are to magnanimous for me to even consider comparing myself to, Half-Brother.