She would undermine me because she speculated I was spreading rumors. She didn’t do work because I was being ‘rude’ and ‘inappropriate’ to her. She would deliberately be a bitch because of some ludicrous idea she imagined and blew up out of proportion…all putting me to blame! And I'm picking on her? I am picking on CHERIE? Are you blind? Don’t you fucking see what that fucking cunt is doing!? NO! YOUR NOT THERE ALL THE TIME!! You see the occasional time when she goes on stage on that is it! Nothing! And when she and you are both there, simultaneously, she’s off doing some ‘make-up work’. Bullshit! How much work can you do by talking with people when you should, and COULD have done that if you went to the other rehearsals! O, sorry, hypocrite, I guess since I don’t go to all of them I cannot ask others to do so. Right, bad Randi, you were wrong again. So its inappropriate of us to think she deserve some kind of punishment for her week leave of absence, but not for her to leave for a week without saying anything to ANYONE and expect to just waltz back in. I don’t think so. You shall never hear the end of this. Never. He shook his head when I said I would not forgive her for quite some time. How dare he. He doesn’t even know what she has actually done. I got in trouble when, behind the curtain in a low voice said Cherie was a cunt and she didn’t even say anything to him about not giving a ‘shit’. I bet she didn’t even hint that she said that. Not at all. I don’t think he’d care; he sure didn’t when I told him she didn’t have one of her dresses. Asked if it were possible to give her something else. We have a week! You dumbass! That’s what happens when you leave incompetents to do work that’s means so much. Doesn’t have a fucking costume and says she can go onstage. Thinks we should ‘salvage’ her if we could ‘salvage’ Brittany. Brittany was over ages ago. She doesn’t create problems anymore. YOU DO! Kill them all. I work at Speros tonight. I really don’t want to. Some nights I think, hey, I don’t need a social life; it would just be lovely to have one. That way I can get lots of hours and then pay off all my debts in record time! But then I am exhausted the next day, and that I cannot stay awake, and concentrate. And I don’t get to hang out with people and they get mad at me. But then my mother brings up the fact that I owe money, and rubs it in and Dave is being an ass in general and the computer is fucked up and I cant get any homework done. I haven't seen my bedroom floor for weeks, my underwear stock is dwindling and my clean clothes aren’t so clean. The laundry take forever to do and I just don’t have time to be there when the dryer goes off, but then they stay ad get wrinkled and I don’t like others doing my laundry. Grr. I'm all frazzled and lost concentration.