Have you ever just found something out? Some thing world shaking? Well maybe not entirely world shaking, but it shook you just a little? Sucks doesn’t it? Sucks how people assume thing of you. How they can shatter who you are and make you sound like the worst human being possible, and you wonder if your human at all. Sucks doesn’t it? SHE just asked if I would notice her when she leaves, and then said that I never notice when anybody is there. Oh how lowly she makes me sound......and feel. Some friend. Sure I may not always acknowledge that you are there, but I don't ignore you completely. You make it damn near impossible to do that. But why, if we are such good friends as you claim, would I ignore you, and forget your being? But that's okay. I've accepted that. I now know that that is just how you are. You are nearing the cruelness of me. The only difference about or cruelness is yours is of stupidity, mine is for defense. How can I make such assessments? Well you see, when you called the handicapped people at the mall who play instruments for spare change “those losers play in the food court” is a little.....cruel. and how can I tell that my cruelness is for defense purposes? Simple. You ask me how my day is, and I load you with sarcasm and what I hope is witticism. But one can only hope. Any ways, onto a Secret about some one : D I love secrets But I love the fact that I can tell my diary ‘cause then I'm not really telling anyone Well, here it is. There is this girl, lets call her Shantal, who is now going out with this guy she is completely head over heels for. But before they started dating a friend of mine asked him what he thought of her, here is how the conversation went with my friend and said boy, who we shall call Kent. : D Friend: so what do you think of Shantel? Kent: bunch of jabber that didn't matter, but basically said she was cool Friend: yea.....well..you see. She's not the way to go. She hangs around with a bad group. She's not some one you want to get into a long term relationship with Kent: Oh! * laughs nervously * I don't want a long term relationship! AH hahahahaha! I know, I'm cruel, through your sticks and stones, and I will laugh some more. Cause now you know that I am right Your Love is bullshit, and no one wants to pick it up with out protecting themselves from the mess that will be coming with it. Happy lovin’ ; )