I just checked my clock and it was 3 pm a couple of days ago. Its 3 am today. That much must be obvious. I got back from work a while ago. About 2 30 or 2 45 ish. Then I spent the last little bit looking at all the BULLSHIT that Spitter wrote in her diary, I'm telling you Toots, its BULLSHIT. Really, would I lie? The most blunt of us all? Damn right I would not! And all the fat jokes where made because it was obvious you weren’t, people saw the humor in it. :D in the hopes of not sounding to cliché, your wonderful the way you are, as is Chelsey and Kristina! Anywho. I don’t really care about rehearsal anymore. I figured it out. I stopped caring when I started trying to please everyone. Its no longer my dream, no longer a gorgeous fantasy played in my head, but a drawn out pile of rubbish everyone tried to shove together. It didn’t work and look where we are? Nowhere pleasant. I can’t wait until it’s done. Even though I am not there a lot I know that the stress will drop ten fold. Merely thinking of it makes my head swirl. About two more weeks, YAY! School is piddling along…copied off Kristina for my bio test, if I didn’t I wouldn’t have been able to answer question 1! Thanks a ton babe! My math is dragging a bit. Got good marks on my last quiz, but the test is tomorrow, I’m not ready, not ready at all. I don’t care about drama, and I know my English will be bad. I don’t want it to be. I enjoy that class and the assignments we do, but not the due dates. I want class time to get me started, time to do these things but I cannot! I just can’t make all these things fit in 24 hours. We need more hours in a day! Works is iffy. Ipsos is good. I got a really good review in all areas except one, so if I get ‘very good’ in all three areas (not hard) for three consecutive reviews I graduate! That means a raise!!!! Yay!!!! I’m excited. Then again there’s Speros. Such bad hours, but I enjoy the bar rush, plus its close. I’m not sure which I’ll quit. Now ladies, you three are the ONLY THREE who can read this, so if word gets out I shall kill you! *sigh * I like Darcy. Again? Still? I’m not sure. I think it is in the Still category. I know that when he dated sammi I wanted to tear her limb from limb and then when I heard whispers of Pam liking him I wanted to rip her limb from limb. No offence Spitter!!! I still love ya! So, now I have no idea what to do! Darcy is he only person I will allow myself to like. Every other boy I find problems with. Oh you know things like, we’re not compatible, our schedules always conflict, he lives in England, he’s too immature, he’s to young, he, too, live sin England, he’s just plain creepy, and other things of the like. So girls I leave half of me at your tender mercy. Emphasis on the tender. Tender Tender. OH! Side track! Randi: o look, suckers! They’ve still got snooooo wait. That’s just rocks, ha ha. Chelsey: what the fuck? Both : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Randi: Damn I’m blond. Back to business, that’s when Chelsey and I went to the LC to get some booze to go to a party we never really went to. So we ended up drinking a bottle of beer in the park. Was fun. I'm excited to go camping this summer. First is the July long weekend Pam invited us all too, btw, I booked it off :D, I just will call Ipsos in sick and make it up :D well I’m going to go to bed. So um, well, any advice on Darcy, I’m begging here, in the most humble way possible, you know I’ll deny it if you ask in front of others. Discretion is key! By the way, kill matwichuck.