*~ 31 ~* Emotions

Kill Cherie! Just cut that fucking bitches head off! I hate her sooooo much. I want her out of the play so much guys. Who does she think she is, really? I mean, I don’t mean to go on a power trip, if that’s what anyone is thinking or saying, but when Matwichuk leaves me in charge when he is not there, and even if he IS there, if I say I need you on stage, you bloody well go! I don’t care of your throwing up chunks! Keep a bucket by you! I don’t care if you’re * really mad right now* leave it at that door. She says that she was sitting back there the whole time…BULL FUCKING SHIT!! That’s it! I'm sick of her and will do everything in my power to get her to do the lowest possible job in this play. And then candise! Oh! Why the fuck does she think that she can come on stage and try to explain the situation to us when we’re right in the midst of it!!! As if she would veer have anything useful and insightful ever come from her lips! Just tear her to fucking pieces!!! Both of them! Any who. Now that that is all said and done with. Chelsey and I went to drop off her resume at tinker town, was fun as hell. We got a tad lost, but then I was like, Randi: o hey, I know this road….kinda….turn here. Chelsey: What? Right here? Randi” yup, there *points* Then we go and its alllll better. We tried to find the perimeter that way and concluded perimeter is the same as by-pass. So now we know for now to go another way for Ashern. We want to go out there, Pam and Chelsey and I, one weekend (Pam, we haven't told you yet!) just for the day, on say a Saturday, really early, and spend the day there. Get used to being in another environment. Drive around, and get used to getting there and back. That way Chelsey and Pam’s parents won’t freak so much, they’ll just say we’re going on a day picnic or something and be home for midnight. I’ll just say I'm going out for the day and that’ll be that. My ‘parents’ don’t care much. Its great for some things, but sometimes I wish she’d care a bit. A nice fantasy, but I have grown used to it. I don’t think I would want it really, not when I'm used to this freedom. I really want to go visit them all. Brandyn comes down to go the bar every so often but A) I want to see other people B) I'm not old enough to go to the bar with them and C) I dunno, felt like putting C Andrew might be coming to Canada at end of June!!! Makes me happy! I’d love to see him! I am talking to him now, haven't in ages. Its nice, I love talking to Andrew. And Darcy, that bastard. It’s so hard to read that boy. I can never tell what he thinks or what he means by what he says. Am contemplating just telling him I like him and let him go from there. Think that would be my best bet. I'm no good at the flirting and the games and whatnot. I'm no Slytherin, Gryffindor boldness and stupidity is the way to go! WOOO HARRY POTTER # 6!!!! 98 days till I'm 18!!!
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YAY HARRY POTTER!!!

nobody will miss cherie. do everything in ur power to get her outta there. that was beyond chlidish and stupid and downright rude what she did to u today. however i did enjoy doing mortal combat with seb!

as for ashern, still not sure on that stuff. my rents wont let me go out there n e way, so theres no point in telling them the truth.

maybe ill just get devin and brandyn to come in and visit...then i could see em :D
i love your opening words randi, they made me laugh. i hate her too in fact i hate them both, i hope they get hit by busses you should make cherie cleaning person(like after shows) i would say thats a pretty low job
hahaha getting lost was a good time!thank goodness for your memory
chelsey - hey we went in a circle
randi - a HUGE circle.. well more like a figure 8... or a 7.. or maybe a 5
chelsey - HAHAHAH
i just remembererd that. good times! we need more of them :)

yeah we were kinda drunk when we showed up at your work.. nice vinegar bottle collecting from me ;) haha

write back i have stories for yuo!!
love ya
write back as in a note... haha AND YAY YOUR BDAY IS COMING UP :D:D:D