i thought this kid was insanely gorgeous forever now.

and the weird part is, hes finally is into me.

the horrible part, theres an age difference.

he knows ive basically stalked him at the mall. hahah.

he thinks its cute but its just hilarious that now, all this time, were friends.

i mean, maybe were a little bit more than friends? but its just funny.

i guess its better to put yourself out there and be upfront instead of hiding in the back and waiting for things to actually come together.

sucky part about this whole situation is that i am going to get hurt in the end. i feel it. i know.

i feel like i should get out now but uh i just want him SO bad.

fuck my life.