i just realized i reallly do miss you.

we didnt even have a long relationship and i didnt even know you very welll.

but the time we spent together, i dont know, it was fun. it was different.

theres something about you that i like.

i know you miss me too. you have to. why would you be texting me all the time now?

or you just want me. you just want to be inside me. is that it? because if that is,

i actually dont mind. i want more. but if thats all i can get from you, i seriously wouldnt mind at all.

i was a jerk. i never told you. i never told you what happened. what i did.

i do miss you though. i cant wait until we hangout again. soon. very soon.

your nice. i want to get to know you. everything about you, inside and out.

ill do whatever it takes to keep you around, just to stay friends with you. even if we are friends with benefits, i honestly would love that more than nothing.

i want you to be mine again, i want to call you my boyfriend once again. time will tell.

everytime i get a text message from you, i smile. i smile because i know your thinking of me. and that makes my day, whether you know it or not.

one day, i will tell you this. ill have the nerve. even if we dont work out and just be friends, i will tell you how i feel about you because really did like you. alot.

i want you back. i miss you. i want to see your face again in my presence. have you hold me and kiss me. touch me. feel me against you. i want you. all of you.

i think this is lust. but whatever it is, i still want you no matter what. and i know for a fact you want me to, i just dont know if its the same way.