i hate going into depressed mode. i really have no idea what is wrong with me;

maybe it just hurts because i like him so fucking much and he doesn't understand at all. he's playing with my head, even though i know he has a girlfriend. BUT he bitches about her alot, how much she annoys him and how she can get so jealous if he talks to other girls. WHY CANT HE UNDERSTAND THAT I WONT DO THAT> were so much alike but different at the same time.

i like him. AH! i like him. he knows this. i tell him. he knows. he agrees, he likes me too. he likes his girlfriend, fuck his girlfriend.

FUCK HIS GIRLFRIEND> I HATE HER WITH A PASSION, she can go die for all i fucking care. she stands in the way of everything. your a jealous psycho bitch. go stick a dildo up your assssssss.

fuck my life at the moment. i just want to be happpy. i want people to just stop being such bitches and assholes all the time.

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