Ug i dont know my head is gunna explode..... so many things going on... I dont know what i feel anymore, or do i... who the hell makes these damn emotions!!! i'm going insane why does this always happen at the worst times... Do i always have to ... these things?!! I'm being pulled so many directions!!! I need some clarity... ok...i'm done...i will be enlightend soon of the truth ug i just need to vent... i think well i'm done...