what a surprise... not i knew it for a while. My relationship with AShley has died. It did a while ago i knew that, i held on for some reason or another. I thought she was different, i was wrong. Just the same girl i knew back at the beginning of summer. I seriously tried to think differently of her. But now i can't help but have a undescribable resentment... I mean i could have delt with her just telling me that it was over, when she first felt this way... but no... she kept it intact for " i dont want to hurt him" omg people... LIES HURT MORE THAN TRUTH. Why the fuck play me... i even appologized to her for acting the way i did thinking i was at fault...no... she "just wanted to make me happy"...she knows how i feel about lies and superficiality. And i got hit with a truckload of it, tonight.
Angry... no idea...i'm beyond that... She's ruined my respect for her. I hope she knows that.
i want you to know this, simple in its truth, as you where there for me in my time of need all you must do is ask and i will be there.
always will we be four, sacred in number and meaning, always will be be there for eachother.
by my creed i swear, Est Sularus oth Mithas
I didn't hate you, I just didn't have that same attraction anymore. I didn't want to end it on a bad note, but you did. that night I planned on talking to you, but you had to be a whore.