Ooh this is one of my first morning entries in a while. I'm extremely happy right now, which is kinda odd because i have shifted alot recently. Mreh i'm not gunna let anything now get me down right now. I feel there no real need to. Shit happens, it seems all the time, and sometimes its taken various ways, and such. But i'm really tired of trying to deeply analyze every little thing. I'm just going to let things flow right now. I'm throwing off the weights i always seem to carry, and doing what i want. Btw i am glad to know that i have friends to help me deal with certain things, even though i never like to openly tell my problems. Sometimes its weird to find them in different places, friends are like that. Each one knows a bit in a unique and fascinating way. I'm not going to let my own fears and doubts cloud my views anymore. I'm going to start working out more often, i'm giving up sodas and i'm going to start being Ryan again. This is my last year in highschool, and i want it to be the best. I may not have faith in a higher power, but i have it in people who are important to me. I have failed to relieze that, and i am sorry. On a happier note : The Dnd meeting might be on monday so be there or be square!!! Chow peeps