I have spent alot of time talking to Ashley and i think i have really gotten close to her, she is definately someone i can trust, and is indeed a good friend... Our talks as of late have really made me sit and think about people as a whole. Emotions, struggles of conformity and reactments of the same age old socialical idiosyncracies...that everyone seem to hide with abstract superficiality and imperialistic representations of a social platform based on perfection. But deep down inside everything and everything has always reoccured in some form or another... we all just repeat, till age averts our youthful incentives to more "proper" oreientations. Hmm... it all just so irritating... i just feel as if i should have been born 300 years ago... with out all this garbage of society that is constantly being tossed in the mix. I just wish some times things were simpler...i dont really care where i go, what job i have or money in my pocket...i just want happiness. And the fact that i relieze this only scares me...what am i really doing? I am just glad i have such good friends to back me up. "Sit down before fact like a little child, and be prepared to give up every preconceived notion, follow humbly wherever and to whatever abyss Nature leads, or you shall learn nothing."