i got home today to find out that my sister has cancer in her cervix. and that they have to do sergery and then see if its still spreading. and since my papsmere came back unnormal its very likely that i have cancerous cells also. meaning i have to go in and they will be cutting off a section of my cervix to test it i dont even know the words to decribe how im feeling. im scared and i know that it can be cured easly but its still very scary to me. i dont know i dont know what to think or how to explain it. my mind is a hurricane of thoughts.