i unern for something i had but a week ago. it feels like its more here than it ever was. like hes more with me than he ever has been. and i love that feeling. its a feeling i dont want to let go. the way my heartbeat grows faster as you pull me in tighter. the way you smile with the move of my hips. the soft comforting touch of you goregous lips. my heart does flips and somersults thinking of our moment where time stopped. and gave us one more chance. even tho we probably have had too many chances. but is this fate is it fate that you called me that night. fate that i wanted to respect bondreys but you had something else in mind. fate that after months you always come back with the words i miss you. fate that your kiss still lingers on my lips from the first time you kissed me in the middle of the hall way by the stairs. and that moment whne you held my hand in the poring rain at 3 am in the middle of a pitch black street corner and kissed my forehead and told me "you can fight your addictions with me" i cant desribe this feeling i still and always will love you. but the really question is not if i love you bc thats obvious. but the question is will you leave the girl that took you from me, because you realized you cant get the away from the thought of me. you cant get the smell of my skin out of your head. or what ever reason that always makes you run back for more. please decided my heart cant be broken by you many more times. even though i know. even if you do break my heart this time. you wont ever leave my heart you are there you have carved your name and that will remaine the same.