so much to say but no words come out i want to talk about how mad i am that he is being this way acting as if hes mad that we are not still together when hes the one that made us this way. We never fought during that whole relationship so why did we fight tonight, just about how we dont know whats happening to us and we dont know what to do about it. GOD i miss him and i realized tonight how much i really really missed him. i mean yes i knew i loved him but tonight i got to thinking what if he stays with her... what if they even up getting married now that i just couldnt take. i would rather watch my own death than see that happen... man make things normal again please.