god. i feel so alone right now. it seems like all of my really good friends are changing, and its not exactly for the best. i wish i had someone to go to that would care about my problems. i used to be able to go to someone, but theyve changed, and i dont feel like they care about what i have to say. everybody's changing, and i dont really see any of my friends anymore, and i cant talk to them because they have restrictions on the phone. i hate high school. i miss moody so much. god, im so fake. why cant things go back to the way they used to be?