yesterday was painfully boring. i was sick again. it seems like i havent hung out with anyone forever. on sunday i had band practice. it was fun, and our band is pretty talented. check us out, www.myspace.com/frommyhearttoyourthroat. were coming along nicely. one of my parents' friends' son committed suicide yesterday. i met him at thanksgiving. he seemed like a nice, ordinary guy. its a horrible tragedy. _____________________________________ Without you I cannot confide in anything The hope is pale designed in light of dreams you bring Summer's gone, the day is done soon comes the night Biding time, leaving the line and out of sight It runs in me, your poison seething in my veins This skin is old and stained by late September rains A final word from me would be the first for you The rest is long but I'll go on inside and through