wwwwwoooooooaaaaaahhhhhh i am tired. tommy boy makes me laugh, even though ive seen it a thousand times. i cant stop yawning. maybe because i awoke at 745 thismorning because of my sister who is dumb. im kinda over everything that just happened in my life. as the grandfather in "the sweetest thing" would say, "ah, fuck grandma" i dunno. so ive decided that im not working during the school year. yeah, id rather try and fail than not try and fail harder. if i worked though, id have an excuse. meh. ive given up on girls for the time being. i guess im just not meant for anyone. meh, w/e. im cool with it, but the text message still echoes through my mind. "i only liked you because i was lonely..." eff that. SAY WORD SON!