captain, weve just lost another why do i even try? poofpoofpoofPSSSHHHWWWWboom i think arienette has eluded me once more. how many times must i go through this heartache? why am i always the friend, the "nice guy?" what do i not have to offer that someone else does? curse these genes. even mother nature seems to be against me. i try to sleep this mockery of my dreams off, and the rain pelts my house like theres not tomorrow. hopeless is a good word.