[61]just another lonely night

Listening to: lamb of god
Feeling: abandoned
hmmm. that all i have to say. im not really understanding things/people/my decisions of late. i feel like a cykada. -------------------------spending my whole life waiting for the end. ----------------------------------------------------------------- the night folds like velvet from each word spoken. .i.m.just.a.fool.for.you. i love being left out in the cold. why cant i stop chasing fucking misery...? riddle me that. ____________________________________ Name: jason Do you like it?: depends on who says it. Nicknames: jbo, fattie Age: 14 Birthday: May 1st, 1990 Sign:Taurus Location: areveeay Status: single? Crush: hmm.... Virgin?: Yes Natural hair color: blonde Current hair color: blonde Eye color: blue Height: 5'10 Birthplace: RVA Shoe size: 13 [ Family ] Parents: Mom, Dad Siblings: Courtney Live with: umm ^them^? Favorite relative: uncle denny [ Favorites ] Number: 13 maybe? Color: black i guess Day: saturday Month: december Song: jeez.... i have no idea Movie(s): ^ditto^ Food: tacos. lots and lots of tacos. Band: lamb of god, coheed and cambria, unearth, throwdown, black label society Season: winter Sport(s): HAHAHAHAHAHA Class: science probbly Teacher: Mr lehman Drink(s): arizona green tea Veggie: no idea TV Show: csi, the office Radio Station: the x for elliot in the morning/loveline Store: urban artifacts, goodwill Word: squbbilybabbliydoo. Animal: hmmm, humans maybe. Flower: lol todaisies. (me=dork) State: best memories: NC, best habitation: VA [ Love and Relationships ] Do you have a bf/gf?: i wish.... Do you have a crush?: who doesnt? How long have you liked him/her?: a while :) If you're single...why are you single?: im fat and girls dont like fat kids How long was your longest relationship?: 4 months. How long was your shortest relationship?: 6 days Who was your first love?: love is bullshit for those not in it. [ The Past ] What is the one thing you would change about your life: not staying true to myself What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?: not telling people how i feel Last thing you heard: norma jean song Last thing you saw: computer screen. Last thing you said: good night izzy. Who is the last person you saw?: my mom Who is the last person you kissed?: sarah prolly(besides my mom) Who is the last person you hugged?: my mom Who is the last person you fought with?: myself What is the last song you heard?: memphis will be laid to waste-norma jean [ The Present ] What are you wearing?: t-shirt, boxers What are you doing?: this Who are you talking to?: no one What song are you listening to?: Read above Where are you?: My bedroom Who are you with?: Alone Who are you talking to?: you already asked this, idiot. Are you online?: Yes How are you feeling?: lonely. Are you in a chatroom?: Nope [ Future ] What day is it tomorrow?: monday(yes!) What are you going to do after this?: listen to music Who are you going to talk to?: No one is up. Where are you going to go?: umm to bed? How old will you be when you graduate?: 18 What do you wanna be?: a crime scene investigator or psycholgist What is one of your dreams?: to find someone to grow old with, never stray from music. Where will you be in 25 years?: if im not lucky, dead. [ Have You Ever ] Drank?: accidently Smoked?: uh-uh Had sex?: yeah like 5 times a day, duh. Stolen?: hells yeah Done anything illegal?: are you dumb? Wanted to die?: all the time Hit someone?: psh, totally. [ Other ] Do you write in cursive or print?: print, cursive is for suicide letters. Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty What is your sexual preference?: straight What piercings do you have?: two filled in ears. Do you drive?: god i wish i could Do you have glasses or braces?: Glasses, had braces Did you like this survey?: i made it this far, didnt i? [ Physical Appearance ] What do you most like about your body?: my guitar calluses And least?: the rest of it How many fillings do you have?: zeeroh Do you think you're good looking?: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA no. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: as a joke maybe Do you look like any celebrities?: ive heard jack osborne and mikey from american chopper. [ Fashion ] Do you wear a watch?: nope, cellphone How many coats and jackets do you own?: like 3? Favorite pants/skirt color?: Jeans/camo Most expensive item of clothing: my versacci handbag, obviously. Most treasured?: my chucks What kind of shoes do you wear?: chucks Describe your style in one word: thesearemyfatclothes
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way to go.

im a taurus too.

and happy early birthday, cuz i see its coming up soon.



and fat kids rule.

really. im not joking. my friend pat is really fat. like 230lbs. and he rolls on the ground to make people laugh.

woot.

rock on buddy.
oh yeah.


and CHUCKS!!

rock.
oh my golly you are hilarious! whew! anywho how you doing? haven't talked to you in a while! ok gotta go.
lisa