man, im a wreck. to start it off, when i went to the emery concert, it was all goin swell until matt n sarah ran off and i just felt like a third wheel. what else is new. unrelated to this story, i realized how cruel the world can be tonight. see my parents friends used to have two dogs, they were litter sisters. but one died recently. since then, their dog has come down with arthritis, and i could see in her eyes how happy she was to be interacted with. it made me so sad but at the same time grateful, because i hope my friends will never leave me like that. i cant stop singing ocean breathes salty. it really comforts me. i hope things improve soon.