so many feelings and harsh words confined into such a small space. what a catastrophe. i need to get the hell out of here, but i dont know how. work is a drag. but atleast now theres mostly pharmacy work to be done. knock on wood... so my dad installed a boot password on the computer, so i can only get on when he wants me to be on. fun ess. so updatin will be sparse from now on. hmm. oh well. this is only my last escape from reality. my dad checks my myspace. what a fag. i severely miss the old days. back when everything was so easy. before work. before high school. before heartache. before everything. its was just friends. god how i long for those days. i miss everything.