last night i will never forget. i like to think of myself as one that turns lemons in to lemonade, but last night i think i turned lemons into gold. god she is breathtaking. and she treats me like a real person, not just some verbal punching bag. every embrace is magic. and every minute without her is maddening. every word i say to her seems to make her enjoy my presesnce more. its crazy, but i think this is the hope ive been searching for. for such a long time. life is so exciting. i live for this.