Okay, so it was bound to happen.... I found out that my mom and bro have been snooping around my diary for a while and that they've read my entries. WTF, is there no privacy in this world? I guess not >.> and I should've known that they would've found out sooner or later.... *sigh* now they've read all my inner thoughts... something I wanted to keep away from them. But I know she use the excuse "I'm your mother, I should know everything you do" or the "You shouldn't post things about yourself on the internet".... *sigh* why can't things ever work out? but things do.... sometimes.... nothing in my social life ofc ^^ .... I wrote this a while ago, and I guess it fits perfectly into this situation.... there's not title, since it was just some random stanza I wrote a while ago -------------------------------------- What is this world, but a game of hide and seek? If it is not to hide things from others, Then it is to seek what others have hidden from you. Trust and friendship are merely words, that ease the search For things masked and painted in different colours To deceive and fool those who are gullible. -------------------------------------- I thinking of what to do now.... right now, this diary is for friends only, but I might make a new one under a completely random and non-personalistic name and cover my tracks even better. But ofc, I'll be updating this one too (maybe just titles, who knows) so it seems like that I'll still using this one... cuz ya know, I still want input from the random ppls out there ^^ anyways, onto other news, my mom and bro had a huge fight last night... about how my bro ditched family time at dinner for a phone call with his (unconfirmed as of now =P) gf.... sometimes I get amazed at my bro's lack of logic.... life is sad isn't it? so yea, I might be getting my first guitar ^^ it'll be a 2nd hand from a friend called Johno S. for $55 (guitar + case) its a really crappy guitar, confirmed by every experienced person who used it =P but it'll just be using it for practice and maybe bringing it to school once in a while... ya know, just to show off those 1337 guitar skillz of mine ^^ so 1337 that i broke 2 strings in 3 days and that I can only play power chords ^^ hm... I can't believe I forgot to write about this.... so yea, here it is ^^ a few weeks ago, I watched the long awaited Final Fantasy 7 - Advent Children.... ofc, le pwnz!! graphics, sound-wise, it was uber.... but story-wise... it wasn't that great =P IMO, there wasn't a very good story, its just another one of those "damn, I gotta save the world, but somehow I'm lacking the willpower to do so... someone come save me!" and I think it focussed too much on Cloud.... should've been more time on the other characters