As you might've well guessed from the title, nothing new's been happening.... and if something DID happen that was worthy of being noted down, I don't remember it anymore, therefore making it unworthy to note down =P Anywaysssssssss.... I've gotten a new set of speakers ^^ Cyber Acoustic 3640ML 110W speakers w/ 12 inch subwoofer =D=D. Sound is pretty good, though I'm still not used to the bass... since my old speakers basically didn't HAVE any bass XP. First time I plugged them in, played a song, and I could feel the ground shake with the subwoofer.... I had to put 4 layers of styrofoam under it so I wouldn't disturb (as much =p) my dad who worked downstairs. And yea, it pwnzzzzzz ^^ so yea.... during activity period, there was *supposedly* an information meeting about Dragon Boat in July... but after waiting for 10min, only about 6 ppl showed up... instead of like 25-30 that we were planning. So I just signed up and left... nothing interesting there XP So I leave there, and I was really bored and had no where to go since I had no clue where my other friends were (we usually sit outside on the lawn, but it was raining, so everyone stayed inside, scattered everywhere). Then I hear over the PA that the Vocal Variety club has a meeting.... and I wanted to check it out, so I head over to Room 102 where they were having their meeting. I walk through the door and I see two girls sitting VERY lazily across from each other with papers scattered between them. I start to say "Is this..." and they cut me off saying "Yes". Intruiged by their boredom, I walk in sit down, have the usual introductions and we start talking about really random stuff. We waited for 30min for this so-called meeting, and just like the DB one, no one shows up.... like, literally NO ONE. So right before we leave, I decide to sign up and I do. Then the club exec tells me "Our club has about 17 girls, and 1 guy.... guess who the guy is? You'll be getting a lot of female attention. At least we finally have some male vocals." Oh man... >.>.... XP Oh well... at least I'll get to practice singing without *everyone* staring in wonder of my lack of embarrassment (i'll have maybe 15 ppl look as stupid as me ^^.... or maybe less, since i'll be the only guy >.>)... on a related issue, I think my singing has really improved since 2 years ago ^^ (it better have, or else someone's head is going to fall if it didn't) So yea, I tell this news to a friend, PMS (the very same on from a few entries ago =P) and he's like "If you don't walk out of there by the end of the year with a girlfriend, I'm killing you".... lol, but then I tell him that that won't happen cuz i'm not that type of guy, and I already have someone else in mind ^^ so yea, approx 5 ppl know of that secret (2 of them i wish they didn't >.>) maybe that'll never go anywhere, but one can wish can't they? So anyways.... thinking about that one girl and our "relationship" i wrote this while I was doing math homework in the library waiting for a robotics meeting one day.... this is only first draft, no editing was done at all, and most likely not finished cuz i'll be adding other stuff XP ---------------------------------------------------------- FAILING WORDS Mouthed words, even to the closest Ear, will never reach out to anyone. Their ideas that wish to be communicated Will never take form. Like a blind fish in a scorching desert, Being powerless drains all energy from both body and mind. It is better to seal these thoughts Forever, for they would do no good to remain. Why do the ones you wish to be close Always seem the furthest away? Unbeknownst to you, there is one Lonely soul who gazes from afar Who is hurt deeply when you are in trouble For nothing can be done to [help]; Who cries silent happiness when you succeed For the wishes of your wellbeing come true; Who prays for you when you try to accomplish For the encouragement and support you need. These deaf words from afar scream of their passion, And yet, they will die before rolling off the tongue. You will never hear the declerations and confessions Of one's love and passion. And here I am, Such written words are my swords And these poems my strategies To overcome and destroy these barriers That prevent me from saying three words. ---------------------------------------------------------- Oh yea, found this new song called "Tong Hua" by Michael Wong, it is le pwn! I love it ^^ I'm trying to learn this song on guitar and on piano, then maybe finally be able to sing it while playing an instrument ^^