Life's been very hectic.... so much cramming and study to do... so little time >.> yeeep, it's final exam time and its not any easier with 4 exams.... >.> well, last friday, I had my Chem NYA exam... let's just say they gave us 3 hours to do it... I finished in an hour and a half >.> it was friggin easy. But the wierd thing is that people found it really hard, and saying that they bombed it.... ionno XP like, out of 15 questions, there were only like, 1 that was purely on theory, others were either number questions or like... stuff like lewis dot structures =P *sigh* now i have only 5 hours left to cram for Cal1 exam tmr >.> i really should go.... oh well XP Anyways, I rewatched Michael Wong's Tong Hua PV, and I get depressed again... if you look at the lyrics alone, they're not that depressing, sometimes even hopeful; but the second you put lyrics and music video together, its a deadly combination.... VERY depressing X.x hm... I had this really depressing dream last night... I dreamt that I had lost one of my closest friend, all because of my failure and crumbling over pressure. I mean, it wasn't exactly gruesome or depressing (because I wasn't thinking about that), but it just felt angry, like, life is so fragile and that anyone of us can disappear forever within a split second, and you never know who's next, but yet, we treat our friends, family, strangers and our relationships like they'll exist forever... we take them all for granted.... I know there's nothing we can really do, and in due time, we will forgot how precious these things are and think they'll last forever *sigh* even in text I don't know how to express myself >.> just imagine how i'll do verbally XD so yea... more crappy poetry! this stuff just like... random comes into my mind >.> like... the first one sprung from me hearing the first two words of a random song i was listening to... second was... really random too, I was studying for Chem when it just hit my head XP sadly, things like this happen to me a lot, but I don't write them all down, as some are really random and I don't always have the time to do so XP so yea, enjoy ^^ ---------------------------------------------------------- Ocean's side, watery breeze, Lost memories, scattered thoughts, Confused minds, no thinking, Mumbling, rambling.... I am here, beautiful scenery, I do no exist, drifting clouds, I am fine, crushing waves, I will recover, scorching sun. I won't forget, I will remember, I'll relive, I'll enjoy I'll smile and laugh My precious memories are mine alone You can't take them away from me. ---------------------------------------------------------- My head lost in my thoughts, My heart in another place. The body that holds this pen Sits lifeless like an empty shell. This physical mass looks but sees not, It is here and moves to The droning of repetative lives. Its emotional being lost in Eddies of emotions and torrents of feelings, Words cannot define what this one Feels or why things are so. It is merely a primal instinct that Seeks to live without comprehensible meaning. It has no background, no shadings; No past, no future; Only a foreground and a present. A story that needs no prologue nor ending; A song that has no beginning or finale; A piece who's curtains never will be opened or closed. The instaneous commotion that it causes Brings our attention to it, Its fierce uncontrollability intrigues us And its powerful force manipulates us; And this is what draws me to you. ---------------------------------------------------------- Sometimes, I love going to bed... cuz its the only time of the day where you can think about ANYTHING you want... like, any random thought can pop into your head, and you know there won't be anyhting that can disturb, and its funny where your mind will wander....... hehe XP