Bleh, yes, another entry about YLZ ^^;; I've been doubting myself more and more often now.... not knowing whether I truly like her or is it for some unjustly reason like "coed's new" XP And then I remember something from English class.... (thank you Biggs ^^) We were reading some REALLY random play called "Love Letters" and the ONLY thing I remember from it that you can be attracted to someone but yet you have absolutely no feelings... and I'm beginning to think this is how I am. Such a cruel trick for your mind to play on you.... bleh Two days ago, she just randomly said to me "You better do my quiz" and I'm like.... "what quiz...?" Apparently, she did one of those "10 things about yourself" type quizzes, and wanted me to do it too, and seeing that I've never done anything like this, I was just thinking might as well. So I go look at hers to see and surprisingly, we have quite a few things that match XP but yea, that wasn't my point. My point is that you can learn quite a few things about yourself from doing these kind of things.... So to continue or not to continue? Yea, I was thinking bout stuff as usual right before I went to sleep.... so here's a new poem ^^ This poem's style a bit different that what I usually do.... its very rare that I do triplets only =p ---------------------------------------------------------- AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER Continental fissures exist between us And it seems that no force I can muster By myself can halt their exponential growth We started as strangers and grew closer with time But now I can feel you distancing yourself Slow but surely inching away I analyze and solve numbers and figures With such confidence, Proceeding with striking logic Yet when it comes to you I can merely guess and hope Like shooting a moving target blindfolded I do not know why you became so cold All your energy drained at my sight Saying precomposed greetings with such indifference That it froze my heart to hear it Maybe we were not meant to be Maybe I was not meant to have you For you never wanted to have me So I'll turn my back and walk away Painting pictures of our time And storing them in a dark corner I'll take them out one day and look at them To remember the one I lost slowly And our sweet antithesis of a fairy tale. ---------------------------------------------------------- Oh yea, and here's that quiz thingy of mine XP TEN random things about me: 1. I have a very poetic mind (which includes composing =p) 2. I'm an organizing freak 3. I love romance stories 4. I'm heavily musically inclined but not talented at all 5. The temperature of my room is the temperature outside (with a limit at 7degC) 6. I like going against the norm (most of the time) 7. I play 3 of the most aggressive sports (football, wrestling, rugby) 8. I am MUCH more agile, flexible and swifter than I look 9. I love nature even though I don't go out much 10. I'm adept at analyzing my environments using all 5 senses NINE places I have visited: 1. Hong Kong 2. Woodstock, Ontario (I bet you haven't heard of that place!) 3. Vermont 4. Toronto 5. Quebec City 6. Ottawa 7. Vancouver 8. H2O Island (Booyea! >.>) 9. Stratford EIGHT things I want to do before I die: 1. Find my soulmate 2. Be able to drum like yoshiki, sing like hyde, and bass like tetsu 3. Be fully ambidextrous 4. Be 1337 at Kung Fu and do crazy acrobatic stuff 5. Travel the world 6. Become a jack of all trades 7. Be able to express myself clearly through all media 8. Go camping SEVEN ways to win my heart: 1. Be yourself 2. Surprise me 3. Be crazy with me 4. Make me laugh 5. Show that you care 6. Be energetic 7. Encourage me SIX things I seek in my perfect girl: 1. Ability to listen and understand what isn't explicitly said 2. Be able to simply enjoy each other's presence 3. Be themselves and not pretend who they are not 4. Be able to withstand my boringness 5. Wants to raise a good family 6. Someone who's true chemical properties react well with mine FIVE things I am afraid of: 1. Insects 2. Having a screwed up family 3. Failing at true chemistry 4. Being naive my whole life 5. Leading a boring and unhappy life FOUR of my favorite facial features: 1. My Teeth (yay for braces and overly large incisors!) 2. My Ears (I love acute hearing ^^) 3. *sarcasm* My Eyes *sarcasm* 4. My short short short hair THREE things I do everyday: 1. Sing 2. Drum (either real, air or improv ^^) 3. Listen to music TWO things I am not trying to do right now: 1. Overdo certain things 2. Do something constructive.... ONE person I want to see right now: 1. Undisclosed ^^