nothing really to talk about, just haven't updated in a while.... welllllllll.... .... .... i really have nothing that particular to say >.> lol.... okay fine, I completely busted my right knee trying to break dance 2 weeks ago... and now its almost completely healed, its time to continue practicing ^^ um... starcraft is becoming distrubingly popular at school in the lounge... one day, like 5 ppl brought in their laptops, linked them together via LAN and played >.> but even if they didn't do that, there are at least 2 laptops with starcraft on nowadays... sad isn't it? ehh.... i've started to play hacky sack with the royal west bunch (ryan, haran, anthony, elliot) every activity period... (and ping pong w/ them whenever not everyone's around, lol) ugh, here's something that's been bothering me for a while now >.> I get so depressed and envious when I see the same person who is so much better than me at so many things, also when i lose to people that don't practice a lot, when I do. Like, ping pong... >.> i've played people who RARELY play, when I play like, every single day, and i'll lose to them >.> bleh.... second thing that's been bothering me.... i've seen that all the people around me seem to have so many friends and know so many people, yet, i'll hang out with the same 4 people and barely know anyone else >.> and it all leads back to my shyness/introvertedness/anti-social/depressive/wtvr >.> and I always seem to have this urge to always show off that I know a lot of people, prolly to comfort myself.... *sigh* okay... enough of this, back to watching korean soaps >.>