Its late, and I'm thinking; never a good combination. So yeah its only 1:30 am on monday and i have just realised that my QAIS speech isnt due for tmr, tuesday, because we dont have english, and for some reason that just released my mind because i must haved typed 3000 words in like 10 minutes. Probably incredible blabble and drivle with insessive repeatings, but i hope it will make more sence in the morning. Right now im just pondering thoughts bout the subjects. "Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more imporntat then fear." - Ambrose Redmoon. "It is better to be a lion for a day, then a sheep all your life." - Elizabeth Kenny Those two quotes won't leave my mind for a while, as well as Ms. Biggs' lesson from friday. She spoke about life and how she has known of people who never do anything with their lives and repeat the same daily process over and over and over again. I personally couldnt live in such a dreaded life. I see a need for exitement, something to challenge me and something to push me to places ive never gone before. Is the juice worth the squeeze? You've always gotta ask urself that question. It comes from a very unlikely source, the movie The Girl Next Door, and it pretty much entwines itself with the ideas of doing something because u know in your deep heart that it or they are worth more for just those couple instants then ur whole life can be worth to you. In the movie it focuses about romantic love, but it could apply to a proffesional athlete's obsession with his sport or a mom's love for her offspring. I guess what im trying to say is i can wait for my one. The thing or person that will make living through the lies and heartbrakes of high school worth it and so that i can hopefully find eternal happiness, but hey this is westmount, not hollywood, for me this isnt where dreams are made, but for you, who knows?