Have you ever had that feeling in the pit of your stomach. Not hunger, but desire. Desire to be back where you were. Desire to go back to the people you loved and learn to love over the course of a long week. It was the best vacation of my life and i would not have traded it for anything in the world. It was the best week ever and i met the most amazing people ever. It was Guadeloupe 2005. This is my year. This is my year for things to finally fall together and for things to finally be right. For people to stop mocking me and making fun of me. For respect to grow along with self confidance and understanding of the world around me. As much as i miss my friends from Guadeloupe, i will all ways have them in my head and i feel that i have grown up significantly from that one week and that i feel much more mature and much more like i have discovered myself. Before i left, Darrem starting getting me into fashion more and helped me dress more elegant and during this trip i realise that yeah i can dress elegant, but thats not who i am. I am Myself. I might not be who you want me to be, so too bad. I will wear whatever i decide to wear and feel as good as i look while wearing it. I am Confident. I won't be afraid to ask the right woman out. I won't be afraid of confrontation. I wont be afraid of homework or school. I am Free. ~ Watch me Soar.~